lifeinpoetry:

I wonder if I might be lonelier

if I didn’t have loneliness

— Kelli Russell Agodon, from Hourglass Museum

lilcowgirl4:

A different heartache today I won’t lie

I like how heartache can be about everything

theocseason4:

Realized today that I’m not in love with C anymore. He is and will always be important to me and I still have love for him but in a different way. When I realized this I almost cried but instead took a deep breath and thought about how this feels like the end of something because it is the end of something and I’m definitely mourning.

Oddly enough though, I enjoy this time of mourning.

lifeinpoetry:

“you’ll be right when you say / I take it too personally.”

— Jessie Janeshek, from “Channel U/Sisters of the Apparition,” published in petrichor

podencos:

It’s just me and my never ending rumination

officialaudreykitching:

‪Healing is a ritual and a practice. You have to make time for it and actively show up for yourself even when it’s hard. It needs to become a habit.‬

officialaudreykitching:

‪September is a 9 universal month with a new moon on the 9th. The 999 portal will be activated and open for the next few weeks. 9 is the number of completion, endings and transformation. September is going to be a major metamorphosis of what we have all been working towards.‬

This is freaking me out

Turns out I wasn’t being deliberately ignored… fam time + labor day

Can’t handle being ignored, I’d rather have that person tell me they no longer wanna talk to me than being ignored. I just keep blaming myself and abusing myself with really nasty thoughts. Can I get a break from my own brain please

I know I’m about to go down down the rabbit’s hole when I miss being on Prozac and unable to cry and cum

lilcowgirl4:

I feel like I’m still waiting sometimes for my life to become a life